connect. “I’ve seen you, I know you, but i don’t know how to connect, so i disconnect.” when i was 24 i listened to the Cardigans. on repeat. all the time. these words seeped into my veins and gave words to a silent place in me. it is a desperate feeling, a lonely feeling… the...
Monthly Archives: January 2012
…orange wednesday…
this year. dear friend, happy birthday. you may wake up today and feel a sadness instead of joy. this year may be one of those that you rather forget. you’ve lost, you’ve fought, and you’ve battled some pretty painful demons this year. and on this day, your 32nd birthday, you may feel that this year...
…orange wednesday…
normal. i don’t feel normal yet. is that normal? i asked my dear dutch friend at her home last weekend. i just keep waiting for something to click inside of me that makes me feel the way i am supposed to feel. but what is that? how am i supposed to feel? with so much...
…orange wednesday…
done. well, never fully done, but we are here and at home in these walls. no more construction workers, fewer trips to home depot, and our dishes in the cabinets (or most likely stacked a mile high in the sink). now we just need to fill this place with memories, frames with our faces in...